what a strange and bizarre month this has been. Ralph and i have moved on to the cleaning up part of our lives, him with the bar and me with Michael's house. i've sent Peregrine back, it's one of the saddest and oddest things i've had to do lately. i still get the feelings of dread and despair when i'm around him, but i also love him so it's hard ( Read more... )

i don't even know what to do here. by the time i got to the bar the attack had already started, and it was just a mess. Yuff was there, and he and Ralph were trying to think of how to get the people out when i came flying in. everything happened so fast after that; we managed to get the humans out, we were trying to work our way through Zane's men ( Read more... )

fuck! the torturing of Kurt finally paid off and Yuff and i got a name out of him; Zane Pinciatti. Bella looked him up and it turns out? he's the head of one of the five mafia families in New York City. but wait, it gets better...so i call and tell Ralph what we found and he swears and then tells me that he's related to Joey. lovely. it looks like ( Read more... )

i knew things might not be easy when i came home, but i didn't imagine they'd be more difficult. i didn't even go home when i landed, i sent Peregrine to the condo with my suitcases and drove straight to the safehouse to meet Ralph. i knew something was wrong as soon as i saw him, and can i just say how incredibly stupid Joey was to fake a ( Read more... )

gods, i don't even know where to start. with getting some of the information for Ralph? successful, but it grossed me out. with Ralph tracking me down as i was leaving the building? um.....let's start with Michael ( Read more... )

Yuff was able to get me what i needed to pay a visit to Kurt. i knew going to him was the smart thing to do, i've always been able to go to him when i have a problem of any kind. and that's why he's my best friend, he's always there for me and he always tells me his honest opinion. i wish i could've told him everything, though. it would be nice to ( Read more... )

so when i said i didn't think i could make a bigger mess? i was wrong. things would've been fine if i hadn't of had to actually talk to Ralph, but i did. i'm not even going to go into how mortified i was to find out Isabella's an empath, because just...lord. we were at the bar doing the girl's night out for Eva and Ralph gives her the anti-violence ( Read more... )

oh god, i couldn't have made a bigger mess if i'd tried. and i did try, good christ i must've been completely out of my mind on tuesday. why oh why did Michael let me leave the house alone in a mood like that? but i know the answer; because it's what Michael does. he can read me like a book and he tries to respect me by giving me space when i need ( Read more... )

this day again. just once i'd like to go back to it being a day i didn't have to try and survive without losing more of myself to the room in my head where no one's allowed to go. but that would be worse, to have it back for one day, only to lose it again. i couldn't sleep today, and i don't think i'll sleep tonite. i'm afraid the dreams will come ( Read more... )

my father's dead. i was prepared to do it myself, but Cristoff beat Evan and i to it. Eva called me and told me Julian had shown up and what had happened. and my god, but she was going to call Yuff and ask him to 'port the body somewhere and i told her no, i'd take care of it. i did't want Yuff to be involved again in another murder, even if the ( Read more... )