um, my stomach hurts.
is that all?
i can't think of much else, i suppose.
the rain was loud last night.
found wedding pictures from 1969 in a dumpster.
hardly slept a wink last night.
want to paint a monster on my wall.
miss you all.

i woke up to sun this morning at six. i'm dressed now, ready to clean all day and be half-social. listening to the get up kids four minute mile for the first time in i don't know how long. it's summer, after all. i miss driving around with christie and jac and kdog screaming along to whatever we're listening to, probably jodie. i will be in ( Read more... )

it's hot hot summer.
i'm a cook at a vegan cooperative restaurant.
it's very hot.
i stepped in dog poo while skateboarding.

it's real summer today.
joel is gone to the promised land.

in 48 hours i'll be back in montreal. i can barely stand to wait. i have been waiting for a month now, i suppose ( Read more... )

portland has been good. it's still raining, but the sun did make some appearances. i bought 4 records, three for me and one for kyle, some west-coast coffee for my dad and got a purple t-shirt for free that says, "i don't do phones." best shirt ever. i've been to the coast, i've seen the rock, i've biked with an enormous pack on. i've read 4 ( Read more... )

it's so funny to listen to this song, to think of everything it has meant to me, to remember hearing it for the first time, to remember what it made me feel, made me suspect, to remember being miserable and listening to it to make the misery last. i wonder if i would have hung on to all of that for so long if i hadn't had a tape to wallow in ( Read more... )

portland. rain. green. sun. rain. sunrainsunrain ( Read more... )

i don't even get a chance to tell anyone anything. i never want anything to be my fault. i've stopped going to the doctor. i've stopped doing everything. i dropped out of school. my parents are supporting me. i have to be dragged out of the house. i can only really talk to three people. or, at least, only three people are present in my ( Read more... )

oh cap n jazz ( Read more... )