This year I'm cooking for Easter, which I only found out about yesterday. Mama's sick and has pnemonia so we can't go somewhere else to eat (like a resturant). I'm sick in NEAR pnemonia like perportions, but I guess that doesn't matter as long as SOMEONE'S making Easter Dinner ( Read more... )

Well, I just wrote a ton of stuff about how stressed i am and overloaded with work and aiden raising alone, and it got deleted ( Read more... )

Today ryan and i got into another fight, but this time i'll admit fault. i'm not going to go into the details here, but in order to "say i'm sorry"...I made a moroccan/indian feast for dinner for ryan ( Read more... )

right now, this is the love of my life and truely my only reason for being alive.


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my mom took aiden to see my 17 year old cousin in her high school's production of "grease". i'm shocked but apparently he loved it! He's been a tiny terror lately...any parenting advise for kids who just won't listen? weather you're telling them to pick up there room, or go to bed, or stop telling you "i'm not your friend mommmy". any? i've ( Read more... )

Aiden, who is 4, has been having a rash of nights with 4 or less hours of sleep a night and it’s not affecting his super activity during the day. I feel like I’m going to die I’m so tired ( Read more... )

2 days ago I joined Weight Watchers at Home. I got my kit in the mail 2 days ago, and so far so good ( Read more... )

if i actually gave myself permission to cry i'd be hysterical right now. i'm so angry i just wanna bawl. i'm manic beyond words, i have no idea how i'm going to sleep tonight ( Read more... )

I'm looking for book recommendations from you on some books to read. i'm not really looking for anything in particular; i just don't like sci-fi or fantasy because for some reason i just can't get into them. I'll read EVERYTHING else. i like memiors of people that have lost massive amounts of weight, had drug addictions, dealt with eating ( Read more... )

Today i'm spending the early part of the day pampering myself with deep conditioning my hair, doing facials, doing my nails, blowing out and straightening my hair, i already showered and shaved my legs. i got my cleaning done super early so i would have time to do all this ( Read more... )