we count the impossible on our fingers 1,2,3....1000 bloody tips are writing our names on a paper contract and small letters seem endless like heartache in the dusk wishing the night would start an hour later, an hour later still deep breaths, here comes the stab, pierced right through is the scream of lost dreams.
disappearing in the crack sideways walk a sideways glance and slapped by the silence it is neverending white noise that blinds a heart my ears are ringing and reddened never deadened ... shut up for a minute shut up for a month shut in with the silence until my mouth falls off.