Life is great. I love my job. The girls I work with are wonderful.. Most of the customers that I have are so much fun. The money is gradually getting better, which is always good. And having cash daily is sweet ( Read more... )

Work is great. I absolutely love my job. The people I work with.. my customers.. Love it. And I've made some pretty great connections, which is always nice. I quit Pizza Hut two weeks ago. Now I only work about 40 to 45 hours a week. Its a good break. I make more money now than I was between both jobs ( Read more... )

Its been a while since I've turned to this thing. I've lost some friends.. And right now, feel like I don't have anywhere else to go. Life is all over the place. I'm having some problems at work. I started seeing someone new, and there's issues there as well. He makes me happy.. But its proving to be a little difficult to continue things from where ( Read more... )

Its really beginning to worry me.. Which is probably doing nothing but making things worse. I'm really scared that I may have gotten myself into a situation that I have absolutely no idea how to get out of. Or even where to start. If things don't change in a few days, I think I'm going to break ( Read more... )

I almost cringe when you touch me. I don't want to, but I'm not there yet. It was so wonderful to spend the night curled up in your arms, though. I felt so safe from everything. I've really missed feeling that safety. You understand it.. You're willing to be patient.. Which makes me so much more comfortable. Thank you.

What happened has done nothing but take over my mind like a plague.. Nearly every second of the past few days. I feel absolutely sick to my stomach, dirty, and my head throbs like I was smacked with a 2x4. It has completely affected my work, my social life.. Everything ( Read more... )

Oh, these days are just hectic. The business at Jeff's is increasing as football season draws closer. Big surprise, I know. I think I'm too tired to handle it right now. Both jobs wanted me to work more this week, but I said I was fed up. So, thank God, I have two days off this week. That makes three days off in five weeks.. Or six. I'm losing ( Read more... )

Kristopher pierced my belly button last night. I'm so happy to have it back.. Oh how I missed it. :) Now all I have left are the other 4 in my ears and I'm done. :D

I may be bloody exhausted, but the money seems to be proving worth it. Last week my account overdrew, and now I have nearly $300 in it and nearly $200 in cash. I'm shooting to be in my own place by Halloween. Seems kinda far away, but it gives me time to save about $2,000 - $3,000 as back-up... And save some money to buy a couch. It would kinda ( Read more... )

I need a break so bad right now. My chest pains got worse today. More constant. I'm really starting to wonder if I'm stretching myself way too far. I want to just quit both jobs right now and find another in about two weeks. Just relax and sleep for two weeks straight. 50 hours is what I'll be working this week between both jobs. Tuesday I will be ( Read more... )