Sweetheart, please make up your mind. This back and forth stuff is wearing me down fast ( Read more... )

I am not a phone person. Unless I'm talking to my best friend who is many states away. There's a lot to catch up on. And then there's him.. I love sitting on the phone during his lunch break. Usually people call me, and I just wait for them to leave a voicemail. He calls, and I almost jump to answer. -le sigh- What the fuck is wrong with me? I'm ( Read more... )

I got hired at Jeff's Pub last night. Within about three hours of turning in my application. The "interview" consisted of.. "Do you have any kids? Do you have reliable transportation? Is there any reason you couldn't be here? Come in Friday morning." She was telling everyone all night.. "She's awesome.. I just hired her." I got told a lot last ( Read more... )

Finally checking my e-mail after a few days.. I came across somewhat of a creepy horoscope for yesterday ( Read more... )

He called again last night. Asking if I missed him. Though I did like crazy, I didn't answer any of the times he asked. I can't admit how bad I want him.. Not to him. I said what I felt I had to, even though it felt so crappy to. Its not something I can take back, so I just have to deal. Hopefully, it will somehow work out for the best ( Read more... )

I got to leave work three hours early last night because the power was out when I got there. We all sat around until 8 o'clock and then the manager shut everything down. Hopefully, we won't be overly busy tonight to make up for last night ( Read more... )

I really like him. Completely falling for him. It shouldn't be hard. I don't know what to do. Not even close.

I think I got the answer I didn't want tonight.. Without asking.. And without asking the person I was intending to. Third parties are wonderful. How did I get myself here in the first place? I really don't want this confrontation tomorrow, but at least I know its coming.. It won't just sneak up on me ( Read more... )

I'm confused as hell. A little hurt, too. I'm so lost in my own mind that I'm not even sure I understand it myself. So many questions I have, but I'm scared to ask. Fear of sounding stupid.. Fear of it not being so stupid and getting an answer I didn't want.

Tonight was absolutely perfect. I don't think I've ever not wanted to leave someone so much in my life. We went to his friend's house for a bit. I wasn't very social since I was dead tired. At about 1130 we left and went to the gas station. Water for me, beer for him. He asked if it was cool with me if we just cruised around for a while. Yeah, cool ( Read more... )