do you ever get those feelings where you know something good is coming your way? i feel that right now, hopfully is not a faux feeling. it feels like the sky just opened up, the sun is shinning right at me, and the perfect breeze is blowing my way! it feels good to feel like that!

i just had a 17 1/2 hour day, lunch at 3, dinner at 4 (a.m.)! yes the day was long, but not uncomfortable. it was actually nice that i didn't have time nor energy to think about my life(or the lack there of).

when your eyes are the tempo, your heart are the bass, and your movment is your melody, you have arrived!

it is almost 6:30 a.m., and i haven't slept yet! was just at friends house talking and chatting away the night, we talked about everything you can think of. then we started talking about our ex, and it got me thinking again......

song lyric:
"another fucking love song!"

i m at a point in life right now where i feel like i m living in "organized chaos"! i know exactly how to get it, i just don't know how to get there. at time it feels more chaotic than organized, than there are those more FUN chaotic times. at times like these, how do you put your life back together, and here do you start? i can't have a ( Read more... )

today i was eating a fortune cookie, and it said something about a romantic journey is soon on my way! well, lets just hope it will come true, if not, i have delt with it already.

my good vegas friend has just told me news today, that her and her b/f is on a break. due to his change in his life, he has enough stress and a long distance(L.A.) relationship would just break him down. he just got a new job, he is promoting another new night club, and he just bought a new condo(and still trying to move into it) right now its ( Read more... )

why do i feel i like i m losing in the game of karma? i think i m a relatively good person but my life has nothing going for me, i work at two restaurant jobs, and i hate both of them. i m 20 years old and i haven't even got my life started the way i want it to. maybe its something i did, or the choices i made that canceled out everything else ( Read more... )

why is it once you put emotionl investment in some one, you open up a space for them. when its lost, you can never ultimatly close the hole. you can minimize the space, but never eliminate it! then once you are reminded, it re-opens and once again it consumes your! is it possible that you can destroy it, and just move on? or is it just like ( Read more... )