my fucking two best friends are awesome.
my fucking life is awesome right now.

shit.
i'm serious.
really.

weeee goodnight.

seems i've been too busy trying to be somebody for somebody else ( Read more... )

my boys won tonight! white sox are going to the play offs!
this was probably one of the most exciting games i have watched in a while...


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i've been waiting all this time to be something i can't define.
i just gotta get myself over me...

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bring back old memories for anyone else?
i loved this song so much when i was fifteen...

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my calendar book project is hard. but it's interesting. i've been sifting through my old (real) journal(s) and it's so... weird. my calendar concept is basically each month having body copy that is taken from an entry in my written journal exactly a year ago. i ( Read more... )

intimidation is my biggest adversary. i'm trying to learn to let go. i'm trying to learn to be expressive. i have this way of keeping everything inside. everything. it only makes my life that much harder, in every aspect; school, family, friends, love. being vulnerable may be the scariest thing i can imagine. i'm having a serious identity crisis ( Read more... )

if you see me at midnight, walking the streets, you'll know it's me, for i cannot sleep. i've pushed away the dreams, and spoiled the quiet. i'm propelled by fear, and not the righteous ( Read more... )

it's late. why am i awake?

just wanted to say.. one day my life is going to look like this:

perfect.

this day did a complete 180º once i got off of work. i woke up feeling terrible.. and angry -- but right now i feel so fucking good. i realized something last night - and was completely reassured this morning ( Read more... )