i saw part of this movie today at robs house. it was about this guy and woman that met on a train on their way to work in chicago. the developed a liking for eachother, even though both of them were married and had kids. one day they got really passionate with eachother and got a hotel room in a less-than-desirable part of town. while they were in ( Read more... )

guys, i dont know what in the hell to think now. i mean, i know that i really love sonia and i feel it to. i want to be with her and marry her and have kids... the whole nine yards. but sometimes when she doesnt call me, or messege me, or send a carrier pigeon to let me know how everything is... i feel neglected and..... ... unloved. it feels like ( Read more... )

and i think that you all should listen to a song, so that maybe you can better understand what im thinkin.
i dont have a link for it, but its called Can't Let Go by Anthony Hamilton. download it or something and check it out. it reminds me from time to time... well yeah it reminds me. later guys.

youre friendship is turnin into a lot more than i had initially thought. i dont mean that in a bad way. you two, mike and john... i just thought that we have grown apart from what we used to be cuz we dont chill anymore. i do miss it lots and lots. you two helped me get through a really tough time in my life and i really appreciate it and i owe you ( Read more... )

the other day when me and sonia were at work, she said that she was gonna go to the fair with her friend. so i asked her if i could tag along with them so we could hang out and have some fun together cuz i dont get to see her cuz of her bastardly dad. she said no cuz it was supposed to be a gurls night out or whatever and she was afraid that me ( Read more... )

well im pretty sure its an oasis. me and sonia had like the greatest day today. we actually spent the whole day together and we werent at work. she bought a pt cruiser and we went ridin around in it with the top down and we talked a lot about stuff that was goin on. so we resolved some things that were goin on and we felt better about it, and ( Read more... )

when you stray from the path that you have so righteously upheld for so long... how do you redeem yourself? i mean, i think im startin to become the very thing i hate almost more than ne thing... and i dont know what to do about it. and im afraid to talk about it to that which watches over my life and is my very own caretaker. i dont know what to ( Read more... )

i just wanted to let you all know that i am going into the airforce and nothing is goin to change my mind now. my parents know about it and are kinda glad i guess. prolly just want me to get the hell up outta the house. my grandparents know about it and they are really pissed off at me because i didnt tell them i wanted to and they didnt want me to ( Read more... )

yeah im writing this one to tell everyone that im gettin kicked outta my house. yeah it really sux. i mean, my mom did say that i could stay at the house if i pay rent or if i do register for college. but that was after she put on this big front about how im gonna get kicked outt the house. so now i really wanna leave and im tryin to. i just need a ( Read more... )

check the comments on my last entry. i posted something on there that i wrote to everyone but i didnt think that you all would be smart enough to look back on there so im lettin you know now. oh yeah, i wanted to tell you guys that we all need to get back together and chill out and get drunk or something at my house. or a hotel so we can get some ( Read more... )