I am being attacked on all sides ( Read more... )

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Day 7 now. Still shivers when I move my eyes. And nausea as well. Not been eating much, and sometimes when I do it's just ... eew I wish I hadn't done that. And not sleeping enough, therefore stupidly tired ( Read more... )

I posted the letter to Jon's parents today. Handwritten on blank A4: 5 sides. Plus copy of a compilation CD he had given me, plus copies of the photos I have of him (yeah, both of them! It's ok, adding the ones I grabbed from his website, I now have more pictures of Jon than of my father and brother put together ( Read more... )

Poll

If more than 10, vote 10.
"Lived with" = in same household, say for 6 months or more.
Yes, I know there can be significant friends and family with whom you've never lived. Sorry but precision is important. For statistical purposes.

I didn't go to work today. Got up late - despite waking at 6:30, just lie there thinking. And felt a bit faint when I did get up. And it's fairly pointless, because I just sit at my desk and think about Jon, or surf the web to avoid thinking. Mathematics is not being done ( Read more... )

Thanks for all your messages ( Read more... )

My project student started today ( Read more... )

Don't know why but I seem to keep getting into rows all the time ( Read more... )

Today's PhD Comic is so true....