Another boring day at the land of work... yay work ( Read more... )

I'm working 12 hours today, I'm stressed to the point of almost crying (partially due to raging hormones-- welcome to being female), and I keep doing everything wrong. No one's talking to me, and if they are, it isn't good. No one's phoned me yet to say happy birthday, and it's almost 10AM. My mom always phones me early in the morning on my ( Read more... )

Happy birthday to me....

The big 22.

Been a while... been using my live space, and my actual paper journal... felt the need to write something in livejournal, because friends also do so, and never read my live space. Mind you, I do not encourage reading my live space, as it's thoroughly depressing, and I reserve it only for the most down moods I crawl through. While today's entry isn' ( Read more... )

They pass ridiculously fast. All I really wanted to do today was go for a walk with Shane, but it's really shitty out. I could still go I guess... I kind of feel like lying down and never moving again. The hours just disappeared, and I'm left with a sort of empty feeling as if they were never really there to begin with. Life is.......
What is life

I already wrote an entry on my msn space, so if you're interested, feel free to read that entry. I've kind of left livejournal for the msn space, and just come to livejournal to read friends' stuff. So yeah. Frustration, though mostly goodness, on this holiday... hilarity ensued, and then pain happened... but life is still good. I'm just tired ( Read more... )

A mix of awesome and bad emerged today to result in awesad, but it's ok, because even though my body hurts, and I'm wired to the teeth on 800mg of caffeine, and even though Dave's going off his drugs that kept him from killing himself, I had fun today. For those concerned, Dave is taking himself off them because they don't make him feel right, and ( Read more... )

I just finished writing a letter to Dave, pouring my heart out to him. Listen to me carefully, because to most people this is initially going to sound counterproductive. This letter was a letter that cleared up misconceptions about how I've been behaving, and truths about Shane and I. No explicit details are given, they're not necessary, but I hope ( Read more... )

It's a dark time in the life of Sarah. All things considered, things could be worse, but they're still bad ( Read more... )

Dave and I broke up again.
There has never been so much pain in and around my body.