I have been a lot more depressed lately than I have been in like 2 or 3 years. I usually get the winter blues, cuz I'm more prone to being emotional anyway, but I haven't been this bad in a while. Lately, I seriously feel like crying just about every day. Honestly, I have been, almost every day. It's awful. I feel terrible because Bobby and I ( Read more... )

I have officially jumped on the Twilight bandwagon, and I love it. I got through the first book in just a couple of slow days at work. Now I'm over halfway through the second book and waiting for Amazon to ship the third and fourth, Bobby ordered them for me. I got the first two for Christmas. I have to say I'm not a huge Jacob fan, but I'm in ( Read more... )

For the Dagorhir people, I already posted this on the Eryndor forums. I want to see how much interest there would be in submitting fantasy/sci-fi/horror stories or poetry if I undertook starting a magazine. The magazine would mostly be reader-submitted stories or poetry, possibly some artwork if there is interest in that. I'm hoping to be able ( Read more... )

I didn't get the morning shift at work. I'm really upset about it, even though I'm trying not to be. I really hope Melissa can get me this job with her very soon. I need to work during the day, working afternoon hours and barely seeing Bobby is really starting to wear on me. I've been getting increasingly sad, and I know that's why. I know ( Read more... )

So, the most amazing thing happened while Bobby and I were on our walk yesterday afternoon. Part of our walk we walk around the perimeter of a small river side park. Said park usually has a lot of duckies hanging out in the river at any given time. One of my favorite things is walking through and seeing all of the duck foot-prints in the snow, ( Read more... )

So, Melissa had an appointment with U of M. Still no answer on what is going on, but they said they've seen this before. They put her on a physical therapy schedule to help it, and they'll probably run more tests. She's been at work since Friday, she's glad to be busy again. Best news, she asked me to get my resume to her so she can talk to her ( Read more... )

I'm really tired of being sad...and I've been feeling this way since before I found out about Richard. I think a lot of it has to do with the fact that I barely get to see my husband with my afternoon hours. I was really excited when Melissa was talking about getting me a job with her in her IT department, but with her being so sick, I've had to ( Read more... )

Today we've been married 2 months:) I know it's silly to be excited about that...but I've been waiting to marry that man for a very long time. We had been talking about marriage for probably 2 or 3 years by the time he proposed to me, then we got married almost a year and a half later. It's all still very new and exciting ( Read more... )

My husband bought me a 46" tv for my birthday, after telling me that we were going to wait and get it after Thanksgiving. I love his way of surprising me. He normally would have let me come home to find it, but I think he was itching to tell me, so he just told me while I have 3 hours left at work to be super excited:) It was so cute cuz he said ( Read more... )

So, I've done a lot of inward reflecting lately. I've had a lot of help realizing things from both Bobby and Sarah. Sarah made a very good point today. I will be much happier in my job if I focus on what's good about it, rather than what sucks about it. I've also realized that I think part of the reason I've been somewhat down is because I ( Read more... )