Me and caitlin talked out the marriage thing some but the fact is i cant be alone with her for that long and i cant expect someone to watches like some children so the simple fact is that i cant travel with her when she does travel unless we are married. Though it scares me because with all that traveling it will be hard for us to keep in good ( Read more... )

Lastnight i was talking to Caitlin about marriage. I know I know i should be even thinking about it at this age but i love the girl so get off me. I want to marry her as soon as possible because i realize that life is way to short to waste. i was thinking not long after highschool but instead she wants to wait even longer because 1. she doesnt ( Read more... )

Well i got kinda depressed today because i went to church and it's just not the same without caitlin there. especially since they sang a song that caitlin and dana always enjoyed singing. I guess it didnt help that when i got home i called patrick and he reminded me that is was lindsey bridge baptist church's (the church i went to with caitlin) ( Read more... )

Well leaving Caitlin in alabama was really hard. I think her dad was happy to see me go but i didnt really pay much attention to him on the car ride back to patricks. When i got back elise pointed out that i had a hicky. I was like "well.....ok. kool." Yet, mom didnt like it when she saw it the next morning. The entire car ride home was ( Read more... )

Well it looks like Americo (kimmy sue's friend) will be fine. He hurt his leg really bad and the doctor's screwed up and he nearly died but he is alive and getting better now. God indeed does answer prayers ( Read more... )

Well sunday night i walked to church because patrick stayed in bed and i didnt want to ask caitlin for a ride. It is a small price to pay to spend some time with her. It was great though. It was the fellowship dinner so me, dana, and caitlin all ate out front and then after the service we sat out in the yard of the church and talked while i held ( Read more... )

Lastnight Elise tried witnessing to Emily. It was really the 1st time she had witnessed to someone so i stayed close by to give her verses from the bible to help her. I knew Elise was probably biting off more than she could chew but i figured it was worth a shot. Suprisingly Elise kept at it for hours which shows she has more patients than i ( Read more... )

Yesterday was great. I spent most of the day with caitlin because of church. I also got baptized! Me and caitlin kissed alot hehe and she painted my nails. Though mr. rich and patrick and everyone feels that we dont need to have any alone time and it's really annoying. but anyway me and caitlin had a good time but she got irritated with me ( Read more... )

Things are going quite well at the moment. Caitlin and I are still going strong as i expect we will for a very long time. Emily's boyfriend left her as i expected he would since the signs were obvious and since neither of them seemed to have a good concept of what true love is. I am sure she will pull through eventually. I'll keep her in my ( Read more... )

I'm worried about caitlin....i'm very worried about her. Lastnight i left early because patrick feels that as soon as church is over that we need to leave and never gives me any time to spend with caitlin and i feel so bad about doing that now because caitlin got to talking to glen and got on the "guys are better than girls" bullshit and it really ( Read more... )