I can't say I blame you. I've pulled the same tricks.

Just wish it was my time to come up on top this time. Just this once...

I checked his shit today.
I felt rather apathetic about it.

But now there's this other one... who I think I fell rather foolishly for.

God, I feel like I'm 14 or something writing this out so i'll stop.

As I'm being forced to realize how close Christmas is approaching... I have to admit... there is a Christmas song that has been my favorite Christmas song since I was in 6th grade ( Read more... )

I hate having that feeling when things start to look up a bit, and then everything just takes a turn on you again, and sends you right back down.
I hate feeling like you don't know where to turn anymore.

There's the analogy that when one door closes, another one opens... but... they're all closing. and none of them are opening.

it's been one month today since we last talked ( Read more... )

I've listened to Jack's Mannequin- Caves on repeat for about an hour.

I really don't think I should have to say any more about how I've been feeling.

Do you believe in karma ( Read more... )

This is my closure statement for, well... three of you ( Read more... )

I just don't even know about my life anymore. I feel really confused about what to do with everything that doesn't involve structure. I'm seemingly questioning my relations with everyone. I'm forgetting the smallest things. I feel completely torn up tonight ( Read more... )

Yup.

I miss you.
I do.

But... It didn't work. It wouldn't work now. And there's a good possibility it'll never work again.
I don't want to be your friend yet... but I'm healing.

It's a great feeling to have.