i'm nervous about this.
really nervous.

i'm having trust issues.

holy shit.
did last night seriously just happen?

I'm scared to death.
This is kind of what I wanted for a long time.
But we came to the conclusion that we were going to go on another "first date".
If we can't find that spark, we'll walk away from the date without regrets and a friendship.
If we do find that spark, we give it all a second chance.

It's the most logical thing to do.

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Everytime I hear Dierks Bentley- Come A Little Closer... I'm instantly brought to tears.

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I've been staring at this prescription for zoloft for 4 days now...

I can't remember the last time I felt like this. It's been a few months. I feel like I have no one to really talk to about it, because it's 2:30 in the morning, and I should be studying for a final. This is me having a refusal of interest. I know people have experienced pain in all aspects before... I question to what extent is been dragged out for ( Read more... )

You tore me apart ( Read more... )

I feel like every Sunday inevitably comes to this: I get motivated to start a project that I need to get finished through-out the week. I start working on, get sidetracked for a while, and then put it off. And then, every Sunday night. EVERY SUNDAY NIGHT. I feel this... unwanted depression run over me. The feeling of lost hope. Loneliness. Regret ( Read more... )