so... ben decided to reappear in my life about... two weeks ago. was pissed at first. then spent a day with him that started off fine but slowly turned emo, because i was like "omg i am not over you i cant just be your friend cause im so used to being close to you" cry cry cry. so then i was still pissed cause i was like ew, im all cry-y cause of ( Read more... )

last night i went to this concert in the village square. i listened to this old guy sing old rock n roll and play the guitar, and i sang along too and watched people dance. it was very nice and refreshing and awesome cause it was outside under the stars. but then its like 930ish and i realize: i have to ride my bike back home. alone, in the dark.

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Yesterday was my beauty school grad party. Lots of people from all corners of my life showed up. Some stayed a long time, some left quickly. But no matter what, it was all good and I loved seeing everyone for any amount of time. I really liked how everything turned out.
Here are some pics from the evening....


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So, 1600 hours of cosmetology training is COMPLETE. I definitely got my diploma today and that means that if I choose to, I never ever have to enter Paris Beauty College again in my life. Though I will.... for Baby Board Testing. Oh well. It's nice to pretend I won't go back.

I went in at noon today and my station was all decorated. Yay. They got me ( Read more... )

went back to warped tour. in sacramento. got in early with the angry penguin boys. loved it. i need to just go on tour with a band. becca and i have decided school is overrated and this is what our lives are all about. and that might sound really stupid and we just see it as some easy slacker life. no. that is not the case.


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i was thrown into a pool tonight.

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yesterday was warped tour in SF. i went with becca ( Read more... )

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hair color can suck my ass.

my hands and nails are stained bright purple. i'm over it.

and i do not need to cut anyone's hair who is ten or younger ever again. i'm over that too.

four weeks of beauty school. i'm definitely over that.

blah.

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I was looking at this random list from a little while ago. Let's look at it now... cause i'm bored.

k. K

i'm going to UCSB. still true

i have 1,064 hours at beauty school. 1424 now

i don't know what to do now that i've never been asked to a dance AND i've been rejected the only time i've really tried to get a freaking date. you saw the pic. you know ( Read more... )

I really hate the way I am sometimes. I'm sensitive. Why have I been randomly crying all afternoon and night?

because I don't want to be a bitch. I'm not one. I don't want people I don't even know to think I am.
                                       .....I'm sorry.....

on a different note, from a long time ago, i had the best ball date a girl ( Read more... )