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Long Time
Geez.. it's been so long since I've posted on here. Things are looking up for Darius finally. He's looking forward to starting his adult courses for college next week, hopefully. He wants to go into graphic design, and I'm happy for him. I know he's been having a tough time without a job and all. It makes it easier on Mally and I because he's been ( Read more... ) -
Life
The last few months have really been hard for Darius and I. We lost our apartment, due to Darius losing his job from him being sick all the time. The best part of that, is he isn't sick all the time anymore. The only downside, is he's having trouble finding another job ( Read more... ) -
Blah!
I feel really depressed today. I just wish I didn't feel so down. I had a really bad Valentine's Day. I found some things out that just breaks my heart. I found my fiance's conversation with another girl that he was friends with. It was on Thursday. The conversations basically were the two of them talking about wanting to sleep with each other and ( Read more... ) -
Life sucks so bad sometimes!
I wish I could just disappear sometimes. Life is so hard, and sometimes I feel like I can't deal with the things that happen in my life. Why is it that things never go the way I want them to? Why is it a crime for me to be happy? Why do I think all the stupid thoughts that I have in my mind? I don't get it. Why do relationships have to be so hard? ( Read more... ) -
I can't wait!
I am so excited about the holidays! About getting to do my own thing with Darius and Mally. Watching Mally help open his gifts on Christmas, decorating my house! I think this is the first time I have been this excited about the holidays in a long time ( Read more... ) -
Good Things Are Coming My Way!
My son is now 6 months old. He is trying to sit up on his own. He has two teeth completely through on the bottom in front. He is trying to scoot himself on his back on the floor. It's funny cause he pushes with his feet. He's also trying to scoot himself backwards by pushing himself up on his hands, like crawling backwards. He is now throwing ( Read more... ) -
OMG!!!
Oh my God!!! It is so hard to believe that my wonderful son is going to be four months old already on August 4th. Where is the time going? I get to spend everyday with him, but it still seems like time is going by so fast. He is getting so big, and chubby too. I just can't get over how cute he is, and how much I love him. I would be truly lost ( Read more... ) -
I was ambushed!!!!
I was ambushed last night by my fiance!!!! I had been asleep for like 2 hours, and was awakened by someone giving me a kiss and touching me. Well needless to say the only thought in my head at the time was how bad I wanted to go back to sleep. After, he asked me at what part I woke up and realized what was going on. I told him, and then he asked me ( Read more... ) -
happiness!
I have been in the greatest mood all day. I don't know why. Today has just been a great day for me. The best part of my days has to be all the time I spend with my son. I love watching all the new things my son has been doing each day. It just seems like he grows more and more each day. He also grows stronger and more able to move by himself. I ( Read more... ) -
Life, can it be anymore strange
Well after all the drama of this week, my life is officially nothing but drama. My brothers girlfriend has started a bunch of trouble in my family, that should never have been. On the bright side though, my dad got to go home from the nursing home Saturday ( Read more... )