my options for the near future:

grad school
go back to school for a second bachelor's degree
find a real people job
find a different job
take random classes to keep job at library

umm.. i guess those are my options. discuss amongst yourselves... keep in mind i have no idea what i want to do with my degree. hope that helps.

silly heads rejoice!

It's weird how sometimes different things click with you at different times. This last Portishead album is freakin' fantastic ( Read more... )

When I was in first grade, my class was paired into three different reading groups. I don't remember exactly how we got together in those groups, maybe it was nap-time for some of us or something, but we sat at table with the rest of the kids in our group and read from a book and then rotated. The orange book was for who they deemed the "average ( Read more... )

man, i have no idea how i'm going to some day transition into waking up early on a regular basis.  it just doesn't seem possible at this point.  and is there really any use in "training" myself?  that seems to take away a lot of the fun of being able to not have to wake up early.  you know?  

so everyday i pretty much every day i have the same exact thoughts.  i go through a cycle in my head that plays the same mental movies, then goes through the same imaginary conversations, or monologs rather, where i actually express what i am feeling to myself, before they inevitably repeat themselves over and over again.  and i hope that by doing ( Read more... )

 i feel like now that twitter has taken over blogs as the predominant form of internet personal expression i can finally feel comfortable blogging.  well, that's a relief.

so, now where do i start.  so many things to say, no one to listen.  oh well.  i guess it's not really listening anyway if you are reading.  they are two different senses.

i ( Read more... )

I want to have a turtle so i can give it hugs when it hides itself inside of its shell.

     I've always noticed how every period in life has its own certain feeling.  When you try to remember a specific time in your life, there is always one image that pops up first.  Like when you pause a tv screen and the image is a little blurry cause it's still in motion.  Sometimes it's a really enjoyable thing, others are just straight up ( Read more... )

now that 2008 has passed, i feel forced to reflect on what it meant and how i should view 2009.  i seem to care a lot less about the meaning of it all this year than in past years though.  if nothing else, new years offers a chance to self evaluate.  so rather than just not care, i might as well try for the hell of it ( Read more... )