I made a phone call tonight, a call that I will NEVER make ever again. I'm not mad, but I am hurt. I've never went to a person as much as I just went to him. And he wasn't there for me. I've been there for him SO many times, whenever he wanted to call me, at whatever time. I've answered, I've crawled out of bed, beyond tired, and listened to him ( Read more... )

I've made the painful realization that I'm always going to suck. New layouts at HTB and The Slayer's Turf. They both suck ass. I can't get the damn pop ups to work at TST, because I wanted Affiliates, Nominated, etc.. to pop up in nice little boxes, but NOOOO. I suck and can't get the coding right ( Read more... )

So, this day wasn't really all that bad. Hung out with Jake, had Subway for lunch. Coded HTB all up with a new layout. I finally moved my IFRAME how I want it. SUCH a happy girl. I worked on the new layout like ALL day. I was doing my HTML from 3:00pm-7:30pm. Then my bandwith gave out on Angelfire, so all the images went boom, just when I needed to ( Read more... )

You know, I was so excited about today. I even got out of bed at 7:30 in the fucking morning to go and get the cat. It all started off good, the lady gave him to me, and he was alright. Then we got in the car. ALL he did was cry, even though I was right there comforting him, or at least trying to. Meowing would seise when Mom paid attention to him ( Read more... )

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We took Willow Xander to the vet today. I can't remember if I posted about how the cat that we found is a boy. We're very stupid. Case closed. So his name is Xander. He went in to get neutured and declawed, and he had to stay the night. I miisssss him. Tomorrow morning I get to go with Mom to pick him up and I get to hoolldd him and looovvee him ( Read more... )

Yay for another day at the mall with my girls. Becca spent the night last night, so we hung out and watched Cruel Intentions. Now, that's not a very long movie, we put it in at like 12. We were making stuff to eat at around 1, and as soon as the movie is ending, I look at the clock. MOTHER. FUCKER. It's like 4:30 in the morning. WHAT THE HELL?? ( Read more... )

Look at my new spiffy icons..or I should say icon..because the two I made SUCK..and the one halley made is pretty.

Another thing that used to be mine, and has now been taken over by someone better.

I'm not mad or anything, I just suck. And it's not fun.

Halley made me and Jake a fansign for our anniversery though..look at the prettyness!


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I'm very conflicted right now. Mom just came into the room and told me that she wants to go to Boston for New Years. And I realized, that I really want to go too. I want to see where my Grandpa grew up, and meet his family, and go up there and see the snow and just hang out and have a good time. My Grandpa is SO important to me, and I want to see ( Read more... )

Soooo..Jake woke me up real fucking early, I could have killed him. Mom never lets me sleep god dammit. So after awhile of talking to him and him bugging me about what to wear to church tonight, I slept for awhile, and had some lunch. Then I started to get all pretty. We finally picked Jake up at around like 2ish I think. Becca, you were wrong. His ( Read more... )