Marco seemed awful quiet tonight. Awful distant... Made me kinda sad... Kinda.. unloved. You know?

Also have this massive headache. I NEVER get headaches. Not like this.

Probably getting a cold or flu or something. No more kisses for Marco for a while, until we're sure.

going to bed now.

-Spinner

I feel so much better when I'm around him. He makes me happy. He makes me forget about all of my stupid mistakes and everything I've done. He doesn't make me feel guilty, the way everyone else does. He accepts my apologies, He loves me.

What was I thinking, how could I have ever hated him for this?Last night was awesome, guys. We need to do it ( Read more... )

( Dead Leaves and the Dirty Ground, When I know You're Not Around )

What is it with me and getting walked in on in compromising situations? I didn't even notice the last time.

You think she would have said something.

Thank god for Saturdays. I'm ready to just sit around all day.

-Spinner

This is so weird ( Read more... )

I'm scared. I'm actually scared of my own thoughts right now. None of this makes any sort of sense. How could it be possible? It's not right! Also, if it is... the way it seems... how could everyone else know before I knew?

And what does Marco think? What does everyone think? They probably all think I'm crazy or something...

I probably am..I need ( Read more... )

( I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk... )

( Back beat, the word is on the street that the fire in your heart is out... )

( I'll Kiss You Again, Between the Bars )

I never thought I'd miss having Ash next to me in bed. I took it completely for granted. We never had sex or anything, she was just there. To cuddle with, to keep me warm. I miss her so much. I want her back with me. I want to at least talk to her. I'm so lonely recently.

What is wrong in the world these days?

-Spinner