"I believe life is what you make of it, and mine is far from over ( Read more... )

I want someone to look at me the way Tammy used to look at me. I want to dance in the rain on the boardwalk again, so perfectly as if it had been choreographed. I want someone to understand what makes my heart smile like she did. I want to hear someone sing from their heart.

I wish there could be something in my life that's simple and sincere...

Oh my god I need a rave

"I want everybody on the dancefloor, now.
I've never ever been to paradise
I've never ever seen no angel's eyes..."

I lost my cell phone and holy crap it's driving me crazy, much more so than it should be. I need an answer to the problem of my whole life being held in a little fucking hunk of plastic.

So i'm home and relaxing... i've already started seeing friends i haven't seen from anywhere between a month and a year. So why do i feel like crap ( Read more... )

So I registered for classes for spring...
I got Black and White Photography, Tuesday and Thursday at 6pm
and Intro to Arts Management, Monday and Wednesday at 6 pm

what this means is I now have a good excuse to buy a nice camera ^.^

I miss those perfect cold nights a few years ago. I'd wander outside for a smoke and my friends would just randomly be there. That's all I need out of life, to walk out into a crisp winter night to a face that makes me smile asking to pass some time doing nothing.

I want those nights back. Perfect city nights...

Do you think a man ever gets that big second chance? Because right now, that's the only reason I have to live ( Read more... )

I'm thinking I'll stop smoking. That's for sure. I think I may stop drinking, we'll see. I'm done with all my other escapes as well. I'm tired of wasting all my own time.