walked many miles in the rain, talked to leenie who found me on a bench in that rain, what a wreck i am, 'im a complete disaster

sleep

just nine days to go

I miss Ocean City two summers ago, that was such a wonderful thunder storm. Clothed night swimming with lightning striking the warm black water and overly smiley furtive flirting glances.

Whenever I can feel the start of fall on the air it takes me back to the end of each previous summer. I think it's my favorite time of the whole year, yet also the most mournful.

Fall is the perfect moment in nature. Autumn quiets your inner fire, just like love.

A good winter is coming, I can feel it.

I'm done reading/using live journal for another indefinate amount of time.

So fyi if you post it here I won't see it.

I'm so very lost. I don't know myself. I don't know my friends. I don't know my life, where I'm going or how I'm getting there. I've always known how I was getting there.

It feels like everything I know is falling to little pieces. Little shards of sugar that just melt away.

I'm really ready to get out of here. This summer is trudging along so slowly and painfully. All I want is to move forward and not look back, which most likely means that what's in the stars for me is re-establishing some old connection. The universe never does what I want, it makes me want something else ( Read more... )

I hate highs and lows

Tonight hope reigns