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Trust me, I'm often wrong.
I am not very good at seeing the truth. At best, I am only much-too-slowly getting better at recognizing it as I age, and I'll probably always feel like an infant facing reality until I die. Yet, despite my handicap I love truth, maybe because it is so allusive and unpredictable to me, so I constantly study it through countless trials and errors. ( Read more... ) -
My Music
https://soundcloud.com/niceenough
I am sharing this here because facebook is just too much. There's probably no one to listen to it left on here anyway. -
Blind Dating
In the summary of my online dating profile ( Read more... ) -
The Creamy Revolution or How to Make Something from Nothing
Those that are humorless inspire the humor in us ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Holy shit I am fucked up. I have no idea where I am right now. I am so out of touch. I feel deep waves of sadness. I dread thought... introspection. I am uncomfortable to be anywhere. Nothing is it, what I need. I am anxious. I am on the verge of tears. Nothing is home. Nothing is here with me. Helplessness is spinning her web around me. I am ( Read more... ) -
A Message for E.
Presence holds validity over the past.
When you own yourself you no longer depend on the (d)evaluated, bi-annually adjusted payroll of market-conscious approval-employment. -
Anti-Ayn Rand
How do people do it? The perpetual grind. The record keeping. The appointments on time. The mundane consistency. Chugging along. And what room is left outside of this perfect machine once it's been designed so well to fit the form and function of the outside world? How much of us is left to our lives once this social necessity is fulfilled? My ( Read more... ) -
No More Rhyme
The thing you want to be is the thing that you just are not. Then what does that mean? You want the wrong things ( Read more... ) -
L.J. Dream
So, last night... or I should say this morning, I had a dream wherein I was at some kind of basketball camp for my special high school (I was back in high school) up in some odd town in the mountains. There were terraces and lots of supported cliff-side buildings and balconies, including the court we were playing on... So Lebron James and some ( Read more... ) -
Re-Entry
"The comforts of life are eroding away each day. All I know to do at is cling on to each vice until all avenues f"... <<<---This was the last saved typed message on my Livejournal from c. 2008 ( Read more... )