On the floor of a shopping mall in a wide open space, I lay on a floor with two other people. It was important that we all lay perfectly still. There was a girl and a man, the man lay closest to me. There was some sort of romantic air to this situation and at one point my hand intertwined with the black-haired man's ( Read more... )

Scott Pilgrim was AWESOME! New Top Ten Favorite Movie for me.  And the soundtrack rocks my motha-effin' socks.  Been annoying my roommates with it for the past three days.  WHOO!

Whatever,
Sarah

Last night I had a particularly haunting nightmare. One of those ones that feel so real that when you wake up you're confused as to if it really happened and the memory of it is so clear that the feeling you felt throughout it is still with you. And there was no one around to disprove it.

It played out like some dark movie, as well. Scott, ( Read more... )

Lately I've been thinking a lot about my cousin Chris.  About the questions surrounding his death.  About how, if I go the same way, people might ask the same questions.  The biggest one being "Why ( Read more... )

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You looked into the eyes of a dying woman and made her a promise.  When you were out of sight of those eyes, you back-pedalled every word you said.  You lied to the face of a person who had lost one of the most important things to her. Not once. Not twice. But numerous times.  This whole time, you lied to make yourself look good.  You lied so that ( Read more... )

In times of darkness, you really come to realise who your true friends are.  I don't normally use the word "blessed", but with friends like these one can't help but to feel that way.  While others might shun you because they don't understand or don't want to, there are those who don't ask questions and don't criticise, just smile and give you their ( Read more... )

Today, my baby died.  He was only a year old.  He stopped moving around a lot, and was unsteady in said movements.  His doctor said it may have been something wrong with his spine.  She gave him something for a sickness that might affect his back and also gave him something for "head tilt", which is common in rabbits.  We left him with her, and a ( Read more... )

So Scott and I (mostly Scott) have decided to throw caution to the wind.  I've got a doctor's appointment on Friday to hopefully acquire some proper medication for this meddling anxiety ( Read more... )

It's frustrating, isn't it?  Trying to keep in contact with people you barely know and people who barely know you.  I often wonder what's with this obsession with "seeing how you are?"  and "when are you going to visit?"  I can think of very few people who actually want me to visit for specific reasons other than just being polite by faking ( Read more... )