' It's gonna be a cold cold christmas without you' 
' All I want for christmas is you' 
"I just want you for my own, more then you can ever know'

How cliché but how true.

I think that I haven't been this happy in a few weeks. Well I'm not sure I can call it happy but excited it is for sure :) And yes it all has to do with one guy in particular :p
Last ( Read more... )

Today I bought the last things that I would buy for the new years meeting. 7 small gifts and now I'll stop. I promise. 
in a little less then five days the meeting will begin and I'll see my forum friends again. Most of them I haven't seen in months, some I haven't seen in one month and others I have never met before. But strangely enough all these ( Read more... )

I like him, I like him, I like him
Maybe it's more then JUST liking because he's in my head almost 24/7
And I want him to like me too
I just don't know how
I have all these strategies in my head, trying to make up how to get him to like me
and I have no idea wether they will work..

I'll tell you about my story and what I've achieved so far.
I saw him in ( Read more... )

I've gone down down down. Back into depression. It was going okay for a while and now I am my misserable self again.
I'm trying to fight my tears now, in fact I've been wanting to cry all day and my eyes are still hurting from crying yesterday.
I wonder how I could sink this low when I was on top of the world. I've gone down down down and now I'm too ( Read more... )

School goes alright.....friends go alright..........BAM shot in the back......family goes down, possible relationships go down.
I really hate my life right now. It's not what I want and once again I'm thinking about stepping out. Why fight ? I'm always the bad one, always have to take the first step, always have to proove myself. I'm tired, tired of ( Read more... )

Hello my name is Mandy and I am a shopaholic.

I absolutely LOVE shopping. You can wake me up in the middle of the night to go shopping I swear. I can't have too much money in my wallet cause I have to spend it on clothes and fun stuff. Acceserize and everything else I like.
Today I went shopping again. I bought a short skirt, a nice shirt for when I ( Read more... )

Okay, so I guess the inevitable has happened. I'm welcoming the depression with open arms :p ( Read more... )

I am worth loving. I am not a freak that nobody can love. That someone out there hasn't discovered me yet is their problem not mine. I know I'm fun to be around and noone can tell me differently. I'm not hideous, I'm not gorgeous but definatly not hideous. Screw whomever wants to bring me down by doing things to me or telling me hurtful stuff. They ( Read more... )

I'm overwhelmed with emotions right now and it's making me tired ( Read more... )

Here I am again, updating y'all on my weight hehehe ( Read more... )