Lately the thought of livejournal has depressed me, hence my absence. But in other news, the other day I found a giant one-eyed stuffed manatee in a box in the loft at work. I took it down and walked around with it, and it turned out no one had ever seen it before, but I think it improved everyone's mood tenfold. Last night, after close, we left ( Read more... )

I think my boss is a really dreadful man. I'm not very compassionate in my thoughts towards him. He has serious anger problems so I imagine his life has not been easy. But knowing that doesn't make him any more pleasant to deal with. He threw several fits today, once angrily kicking boxes off the cluttered loft onto the floor far below (and ( Read more... )

I've been avoiding looking at the computer screen lately. I think I would like livejournal better if it didn't involve computers. My life has been so full lately, even moreso in the past week or so. I sometimes surprise myself with how easily I fall for people. And how people fall for me from time to time. It's nice, when they coincide. I was ( Read more... )

I'm ready to chew my hand off with nervousness. And Bach isn't helping as much as I would like.

I think I'd like to go to bed now. But before I do, I would like to say that I am a mess of emotional contradictions that aren't quite contradictions and I can move from elation to forboding to greif and jealousy very easily these days. Though mostly I just go to work and feel very little. I have been told I seem always happy. By people who do ( Read more... )

I had no idea what to do with myself on my day off. It was ridiculous. I'm very glad to be going to work later today ( Read more... )

I worked every day for 7 days and now today I am not. For the occasion I put on mascara and one of the mix cds Andrew made me. I think I need to buy some new music. Andrew very forcibly made me realize that a lot of what I used to listen to was really awful, and I fought if for a while - for months, actually, but I'll be honest now. It's awful ( Read more... )

Could you guys let me know whether or not I post excessively and whether or not my posts are too self-revealing? I'm not a very private person and I think sometimes I just get out of hand.

We didn't have incredibly much in common, what held us together primarily was mutual adoration. And I don't really know why we adored each other so much, just that we really did. Now that we are not together like that, I don't feel like myself around him so much. I don't know how to talk to him without stroking his hair or kissing from time to ( Read more... )

So does emptying my 'trash' on the computer. I have what feel like exciting and lofty plans for the summer, plans which I am trying to get clear in my head. I want to clean and take a sort of inventory of everything in my room and keep it clean all summer, untill I leave for spain. I want to make much art, go dancing approximately once a week ( Read more... )