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Cause ya gotta have faith, faith, faith
He said to her, You will not be coming over here (heaven) for a long while. And I believe him. I will hold onto that life preserver, cling to it, every single moment. Fear and doubt will fight me for it, but they can't have it. It's mine. We are stronger than fear and we are stronger than doubt. She belongs to me and the cancer can go fuck -
I made this!
Over the last 2 weekends my mom has given me a crash course in sewing. The first weekend I sewed a bag for the chest protector I have to wear for karate and this weekend I made a skirt. I had a blast learning AND I couldn't have done it in a weekend if mom hadn't done almost all of the pinning and ironing (hey, I know how to do that stuff... it ( Read more... ) -
Pete / Random
I absolutely cannot find an e-mail that I am so sure I sent him. I use gmail so I should be able to find it (and I've looked). I even decided to look on here to see if I just posted it on here as what I wanted to send to him but didn't find it on here either. I feel like it's pretty important and I can't ask him to look for it ( Read more... ) -
Alex - year mark
I was unable to post from my mom's house for whatever reason on the actual date of Alex's passing so I backdated it here *~* -
Alex - One Year Mark
I find it nearly impossible to believe that a full year has gone by since Alex passed. A year. I don't remember so much of this past year. Details have drifted away. It's as if I've been in a dream (nightmare?) for an entire year. Am I finally waking up? Am I ready to wake up? I've certainly let some of the pain through but I think that I've ( Read more... ) -
Last Day at GTECH
Well, today is my last day here at GTECH. I have such mixed feelings!! I'm super excited about working for the new company but I am really sad about leaving my friends here. I DO hope that the new place has less drama - this sure has had some ups and downs but most of the people that I work with are really good people and they've been there for ( Read more... ) -
Alex
Just right now I think it hit me why I haven't been nervous about the waiting in between interviews to hear the next decision. I have a much bigger date looming close by and that compared to anything else is just so much more important. Actually, I have several dates that are rapidly approaching. Alex would have turned 23 on May 14th. Still a ( Read more... ) -
2nd interview
I'm going in for my second interview with The Capital Group! -
Crying at Work: Alex
Crying at work is not acceptable. But these days I find it doesn't take anything for it to happen. The closer we get to the year mark the more emotional I get about it. It would be easier if we were all on the same side instead of biding time and biting tongues. -
Engagements
Here's the thing - I now have 6 pairs of friends that are engaged!! Three of them within the last week or two. This is craziness!!! Who's next ( Read more... )