According to the "Which
Something Corporate Song Are You?" Test...


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All I have done my entire life is fuck things up, school, parents i have never actually been close friends with anyone, until ryan, i always puch people who want to become my friends away before they get too close, i am not sure why, maybe becuase i am afraid of opening up, near teh beginning i tried to push ryan away, but i realized i fucked up, ( Read more... )

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My Romance MeterOptimist 80%..20% Cynic
Close 77%..23% DistantLong Term 56%..44% BriefWhat does my romance meter read?

Today was truly the hardest and most emotionally shitty, and crappy day of my life. It was even harder tahn the day i found out Ryan was leaving, or when i found out he fucked Chris Rice. Today on a day when i first thought about hanging out with ryan, just him and i, seeing goldmember, me being able to spend time alone with him, but with everytime ( Read more... )

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So yesterday was awsome, I left Pensacola about 5am and headed for New Orleans, I went there to pick up ryan, he said he just missed all his peeps back home too much to stay, he said he especially missed me, which i find super awsome, i still haven't heard the whole play by play of what all he got to do while down there, so I really can't wait to ( Read more... )

Life is bullshit
I can't fucking take it anymore.
Aaron

Well i have decided to try to go down to new Orleans during decadence and possibly during Mardi Gras ( although plane tickets during Mardi Gras are pretty damn expensive) Well i am asking Ryan if it is ok that i stay with him while down there, but i really think he will be kool will that considering he was the one who brought up me comeing down for ( Read more... )