Lol even though it wasn't directly I saw that ha ha ( Read more... )

So I'm a bit worried at the rate things seem to be going. I'm trying to move past my insecurities and any emotional drama I have welling up inside. Things seem to be going alright with Dan, I just...I have my doubts and worries:

1. Am I really ready to date one single person- ever since my ex I have feared commitment  and I still do. Also, am I ( Read more... )

that was not fun. This has been very taxing on my emotions, and it's only been a couple of weeks.

some people just DON'T get that I don't want to roleplay. I am fully capable of doing so, but I find it BORING. I can write my own stories, and I don't want to write f'ing smut. Go the f**k away already people

So me and Daniel are dating now, though I'm trying to keep it as hush hush from the gang until one of us decides it's official or something. So for now as far as they and my parents are concerned this is going to be kept quiet so no drama ensues ( that and I'm not sure how I feel about him yet).

Well it seems like he's very interested and sincere. But am I attracted enough? I don't know

definitely some chemistry going on between me and a friend, not sure where or if it will go any where. I really like this guy though, he's a take home to the parents sort of guy.

And another date come and gone after the clinic yesterday. I've actually lost count now.That saddens me actually

Well my uncle passed away on friday, unexpectedly in a failed surgery attempt for his brain cancer. Just as I had told my ex, it has finally come to pass. It has been a very sad time for my family, and very difficult for me as well with all of my things due for my classes and finals coming up. I had a giant notebook due for my massage therapy class ( Read more... )

Well now that my ex is out of the way (again) and he told me he didn't love me (again), I can finally stop thinking about all that crap. What a waste of my time. Mentally moving on, I'm kinda depressed, but feel better now that he's stopped harassing me, this time once and for all. When you love someone and they don't love you back, it's really ( Read more... )