I find myself asking is:

Why do I even care?! And why am still thinking about it?

I did it, I'm so amazed but I DID IT!!!!!! I PASSED my first JLPT!!!!!!! At last I'm a little bit closer to my dream of going to art school in Japan!!!!! WAAAAAAAAAA HOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!! Granted I can't get too excited, this was the lowest of the levels, Level Five. But I passed with a great score. I have to review now since I've forgotten so ( Read more... )

coward, no wonder you support him, you're no different, you're just better at hiding the fact.

And I may be sorry for acting like a jerk, but ( Read more... )

Seriously, making me listen to you and your drama and shit for several hours, and not even inviting me to the bbq? That's called being a complete JERK. And I'm not afraid to say that to you. From now on. Keep the Dwight business and shit to yourself. I don't even fucking care. It's your drama, and NOT my problem. You want to vent, take it to ( Read more... )

"Boy evolves into man which evolves into the man who gives a shit"

I've never done a recap on my full dating experience in life, as it has been too painful. I always wanted to be with one person, like ducks when they get together, but I have not been blessed with having such a desire met. *sigh* But I guess my date track record has been so.......much more extensive than I ever would like to admit. It's not a lot ( Read more... )

so much shit to do, and so little time. Ugh.

1. Car
2. Class and homework
3. Resume/job hunt
4. Resume Japanese practice for next test
5. Work on characters I meant to finish last year : / and unfinished drawings
6. Figure out what to do with dating life

but it couldn't possibly be any worse than that last date. So here is to meeting up with Minh, having some pizza, beer, and hanging out. I trust it will be a lot more fun since we've talked more in depth.

worked myself into a complete and utter emotional frenzy. I don't know how much longer I can control it. Death, loss, put downs, rejection. I'm quite unpredictable now.