HAHAHAHA, just left a messed up voicemail on a friend's cell phone, dunn if she'll get it, it kinda sucked and was random, but hey, its my first try at this sort of thing, give a rookie a break. ANYwho! I just got back from South Africa!!!! holy crap, that place was AWESOME. food was better, drinks were better, all was cheaper, it was just ( Read more... )

okay.. so I"m finally getting off my ass and doing things, applying for jobs, socializing, getting lines memorized.... and blah, It took going ddring w/ a good friend of mine to realize just how far into my "bubble" i've regressed over the past year-2 years.... living in the apartment has been nice, but shit... I need to get OUT more... and out ( Read more... )

OKay, right now, I am seriously pissed, and totally irrational, so bare with me or don't, it makes no fuckin difference, I'm just fuckin pissed off. Got back from spring break w/ family, and now I"m grumpy as hell, why? cause I NEVER wanted to give ALL OF MY FUCKIN WEEK TO MY FAMILY!!!!! I love my folks and my bro, dont' get me wrong, but we wen' ( Read more... )

So yeah, Scotty has been doing junk and stuff. Namely, more talking with the friend/more of his, more schoolage, thinking about internships and service hours and getting ready to do them. Preparing for a concernt on Saturday w/ the topeka symphony orchestra, getting set to pick up script for the show tommrow, lots of things. So yeah, between ( Read more... )

yay....friend of mine and I... I think we're sorta more than friends now... or as I was putting it to myself last night, "she is a person for whom I care very, very much, who I love in some fashion that I'd ratehr not find a title for, its just a love, pure and simple, and I like it." okay, maybe it wasn't in so many words, but you get the idea ( Read more... )

Time to write, I figure. Seeing as how i"m putting off my homework and an online quiz and a whole bunch of other crap in favor of this wicked new RTS game I recently acquired. I have to run it on lowest detail though... booo, I need a new comp, and a job, and just a lot of things I'll probably periodically whine about in my various bloggings. As ( Read more... )

Okay, flu again, damnit, this shit fucking sucks, I hate missing classes, espeically when they're not hard... and when attendance is important.... fuck. Newho, didn't get out of bed till 1ish when I started feeling a little better, missed the carrer day fair... double fuckity fuck! I didn't have a suitable resume ready or anything but at least ( Read more... )

well now things change again, freinds might now be more than friends, and scott might be willing to take a plunge off a cliff again, not neccsairly to die or anything, and I know it was a bad metapohore but I refuse to give it up now, relationships are like a plunge tho, like a freefall, you're not sure where you're going, and you only have so much ( Read more... )

Yay for friends, and yay for honesty, boo for taking the risk of losing a great friend because of your honesty. Thinking pisses me off sometimes, I finally tell a friend that I've sorta had feelings for her for a while... and find out that there's sorta something there sorta not, and now am not sure what to do... well that's not true, I've got a ( Read more... )

my thoughts on valentines, I suppose. KJ said I oughta post this poem I wrote, so here ya go everyone ( Read more... )