oh alright cool great what? oh, yea nope thats fine no i agree however sure okay

the days go so slow. i need to get away. i need to forget.

at least my closest friends at school all feel he same way i do. grace might even transfer to the same place i'm thinking of. AND at least becca cut my hair today and it looks fabulous.

it's such a funny coincidence that the majority of kids at my school use the word "affluent" to describe their upbringing. cuuuuuute. i love being poor compared to everyone else in Westchester. actually, it doesn't bother me at all, i have a great family, i'm really grounded, and i've been taught to be the most accepting, loving person i can be. i ( Read more... )

i really fucking miss surfing. and what's even worse is i was really good.

i just saw a really great movie at my internship at the Burns called Beauty Mark, a documentary based on body image and what people today consider beautiful. it was not approached with cynicism but with a true curiosity about why our vision of beauty is so blurred. it was really inspiring to meet the filmmaker Diane Isreal, even if she was a power ( Read more... )

right now i'm feeling:
my darker hair
my purple nail polish
my Heatherette make up from MAC

not really diggin:
the possibility that my cornea's don't work anymore

"as far as boyfriends go, he is the cheese to my macaroni"

he just got on his plane, the weather has gotten increasingly worse and all i can thing about is how i won't be ready to lose him for another 70 years

i'm in science research, watching transformers with 2 horny boys, and 1 horny man. i want to die

i went to visit Bard College today, it was amazing/beautiful/perfect for me, except there's something holding me back. i guess knowing if i do go there, there is a real existing distance between me and peter, and even him living in the city now is a bit hard for me. i think i would fit in Bard really well, so now my top favorite colleges are Bard, ( Read more... )