Anyway I'm on Myspace all the time...I write on there. I'll try to cut and paste it over here if people really care. Thanks

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Everything that kept me together is falling apart ( Read more... )

Going thru a long process of interviews with Key Bank. It's looking very well tho! I think the job is going to be mine and then I can finally get the hell out of Ruby Tuesday's. I've been really professional still, not trying to burn any bridges just in case. Just incase of what I don't know, but don't want to leave on a bad note ya know. Don and I ( Read more... )

Yeah I'm not even sure why for the past two nights I've gone to bed alone. I can't even remember why we were fighing yesterday. I didn't see him come thru my bedroom door until almost 5:30am. What was he doing? Who was he talking to? What's this secret life that he has? Why am I suffering? Why is it that all day today he's going to be sleeping and ( Read more... )

I've been feeling so lost lately. I don't know how to explain what I'm going thru. Simply lost. I'm really sick and tired of being stuck in such a deadend spot in my life. I'm working two shitty jobs and hating every minute of my work day. Something has really changed me since like around Nov. I'm losing all feeling for everything, I guess I just ( Read more... )

Wow, holy crap it's been forever since I wrote in my journal last. A lot has been going on for Don and I. We had a wonderful Valentines Day, we went to the Andy Warhol museum and then had lunch at The Olive Garden. It was really great to get away for a few hours with him. Things I think are going really well. We're not engaged or anything like some ( Read more... )

I know I haven't written in a long time, I guess I didn't have the energy to do so. I'm not even too sure that right now is the right time for me to be writing all my feelings down, seeing has how most of them are negative. Don and I got into a pretty serious fight lastnight, and I really wanted to break up with him. I've been having some doubts ( Read more... )

I'm so scared, I'm so afraid that my whole life is going to pass me up just because of this anxiety and depression that I have. It overwhelms me, it's wearing at my body, physically,emotionaly, and mentaly. It's runining my relationship with what I consider the best boy in the whole world. I'm so nervous all the time, I'm such a head case. I worry ( Read more... )