I woke up this morning with my normal routine in hand. Bathroom, TV, shower. I've only made it passed the bathroom portion. After going to the bathroom, I walked by my mom's room where she said, "Mar, Mrs. Jones isn't with us anymore." I didn't know what else to do other than cry. Then hug my mother, whom began to cry. I knew Mrs. Jones was sick, I ( Read more... )

Holy crap! I was at Don's house every night since Thursday. It was amazing, totally amazing! For some reason I thought it would be the best for me to work a double all day go from Ruby's in the boro then head to the Haven in Beachwood, and THEN drive all the way to Akron, just so my boy and I can sleep next to eachother. I had nooo hesitation about ( Read more... )

Work was very relaxing tonight, and I think it had a lot to do with how I spent my day before work. Lastnight Don, Ashlee, and I went to Hillarities for a night of shits and giggles. It was a blast! After that we went to Eat-n-Park and had Gina meet us up there. We sat around and laughed some more and ate some food, took Ashlee home and then I ( Read more... )

I was really trying to be a good girlfriend the other night, I really was. Don has been wonderful since he came home, he's come to my house every night and has stayed over. Well I thought since he's been doing so much for me that I should return the kindness. On Thursday I worked a long day at Landerhaven, it was super nice, at $9.00 an hour eating ( Read more... )

I'm done with trying to make friends, I'm done with trying with these people. This gives me fuel for my fire, this gives me a thousand more reasons to leave. Fuck everyone, I'm cutting everyone off when I move. I can understand if I was a terrible fucking person, but I'm not. I'm the nicest person anyone can have on their side. But I still get ( Read more... )

My belly is so full right now, I can't move! Why is it that we feel like since it's a holiday we need to eat til we puke? or almost puke? I worked today it was fun, the brother's Cramer are always a blast to have around you. I think Thanksgiving is a pointless holiday, meaningless is more like it. The only thing I can give thanks for has nothing to ( Read more... )

My stomache is in knots this morning. I'm trying to gather the strenth to go work out, the only thing that can make me feel better. I don't know what's going on in my head right now. I keep thinking of all the shit that has gone wrong since this summer. And it just makes me cry. Chelsea dying, everything that has happened with the whole Don and ( Read more... )

I can't stop crying, These tears they run down my face ( Read more... )

I really don't know what the hell my stupid problem is. Don almost walked away from me lastnight at 2:00am. He wasn't sleeping and he was sitting up in bed. I looked at him and asked him what was wrong, he said nothing that his stomache hurt. Now I know for a fact that when either one of us says that our stomaches hurt like what seems to be out of ( Read more... )

YES DON! I FUCKING LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! I DIDN'T REALIZE HOW WONDERFUL IT WAS TO LOVE SOMEONE UNTIL YOU CAME INTO MY LIFE! SO FUCK YOU! I FUCKING LOVE YOU!!!!!

And we now return to your regularly scheduled program.

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