Hmmm, so this is definitely a strange time in my life, yet I can't help but feel the good weather's taking the edge off it. Or perhaps it's the bunch of really fucking cool people I have in my life right now. Either way, it feels eerily calm. Maybe it's just than my house is quiet and my garden is pretty and I'm having one of my hippy moments where ( Read more... )

Today is the final in my hatrick of gigs, concluding at Gainsborough's Riverside Festival. Bec's shitting a breeze block sized brick about it because some people will be in the audience that she'd like to impress. I, on the other hand, am quite looking forward to it. Last night at the Clinton went really well, and now I'm rearing to go. Still, I ( Read more... )

Man, I didn't get to sleep till well after 3 am this morning. I'd lain in bed for over 2 and a half hours, listening to a multitude of angst ridden music, and half toyed with getting up again and coming to play around online. Alas, I did not...which is good because I'd probably have sat her till now! I can't believe how easy is is to waste huge ( Read more... )

I feel like I've been online for hours...maybe that's because I have been ( Read more... )

Sleep can cure a multitude of strangeness. Oh glorious sleep. I now have no hangover, and my achey muscles are much better ( Read more... )

So much to say. Most of it is going to be reserved for my actual journal. These things here are great, but I have the tendency to wear my heart on my sleeve, and I'm not feeling inclined to be that vulnerable right now ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm coming to a crossroads with certain things in my life. Decisions need to be made ( Read more... )

I feel almost like my life isn't my own right now, and like everyone wants something from me. I don't mean that to sound really negetive, but I just feel like I have so much that I'm comitted to/ involved with/ taking on, that there's just no space inbetween, except for the hours of being by myself during the day, in a house with no kitchen, no way ( Read more... )

I don't know, what goes on in your head ( Read more... )

Well, things went from bad to worse yesterday. Bec was on fine form as she didn't eat all day, repeatedly stomped off in a mood, drank about half a bottle of Bacardi on an empty stomach, stropped around some more, decided to take it out on me every time we were about to rehearse, and consiquintely, we have not practiced for our Friday gig...our ( Read more... )