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Bitch why am I crying
Earlier this month, Janis recommended to me Turning Red. I got 'studied' up and watched it, and cried at one of the scenes which wasn't even that touching so I messaged Janis with 'bitch why am I crying lmao'. But then about a week after that, I was talking to my mom on the phone and I started actually crying really hard. And I want to talk about ( Read more... ) -
Recently on Jeannette Days
Alright, so this is me trying to write at least once a day. I do have some creative ideas I want to start but right now I am too sleepy. How many words would make up 3 pages? Would it be better to do this in handwriting? Currently, the thing on my mind is whether I should return to California permanently or not. I definitely think I want to visit ( Read more... ) -
The Past
Recently I had a long conversation with a friend about the past, namely family history and sibling relationships. And it got me to thinking... what actually went down? I would say on the one hand, I was spoiled, but on the other hand I went through a unique level of hardship because of eczema, and a mother completely unsuited to motherhood. But ( Read more... ) -
Writing Wednesday’s
The last couple of weeks, i’ve been doing ‘Writing Wednesdays’ with my friend Lam(short for Lamar). This time we decided to do a cooperative short story; I’d write three paragraphs and he’d write the remaining three. We chose slice of life and I succinctly told him of an incident that happened last Sunday, where I was on my way to do something but ( Read more... ) -
Decisions
They're always so scary, honestly; when you walk through one door, all the other doors close and you can't go back to that crossroads ever again (mixed metaphor, I know). I interviewed at two schools recently and they both enthusiastically wanted to take me on board. One is called Sunshine and the other is a branch of American Eagle (an English ( Read more... ) -
Productive
So I woke up very dizzy today. But I still managed to do what I meant to do: look up places to go in Kaohsiung and make spam musubi. In fact I’m still making it now but wanted to write before the deadline! lol >_< It’s arduous to cook when you haven’t in a long time.. finding the necessary utensils and washing it all and buying ingredients. OY VEY
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fucking bad faith
not a long entry tonight i’m afraid, i’m pissed off and nauseous about two things
1. if i work for you and put in my hours, i expect to be paid, without fuss or question.
2. if im invited to your expensive dinner party in TAIPEI for the sake of which i’m traveling from TAOYUAN, i expect to be treated like a welcome guest not a mildly irritating ( Read more... ) -
is it just me
OR DOES PORN SUCK? and in fact, i am thinking it has always sucked but i don’t want to admit it. although, doujinshi is still pretty good, imagination wins out over them all. i think i need to see relationships in order to really enjoy the ‘action’.
just a realization lmao..
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Main Ideas
So, it's 2019 already. Happy new year everyone! I don't want to make a lengthy post, I don't have the attention span for it right now. But I do want to put down here the main things I've picked up from 2018, and what I want to carry forward into the new year in terms of using what I've learned to do things a bit differently this year around ( Read more... ) -
Darkness Sensitivity
So I've been noticing lately that I really have a growing distaste for darkness in my fictional pleasures, like books and tv shows. This might seem odd, considering how vocally i champion Hannibal, arguably the darkest tv show to hit American airwaves in recent years. Let me amend my statement: I'm getting tired of gratuitous darkness, and my ( Read more... )