the other thing that i was going to say was that i'm not gonna be using hopes_fall anymore.

if you wanna add me again... nowings_... leave a comment and i'll add you back.

if not, fair do's.

it's taking a while to settle properly into university. been finding things pretty hard lately. i'm ill again, got an acute respiratory virus that's made my asthma go 'wah!' and i feel like shit. fainted in boots on thursday which was so fucking embarassing. it'll go away soon, got some antibiotics. been feeling pretty lonely too, it's not that i ( Read more... )

sleeeeeeeeeepy like woah ( Read more... )

my mum and sergio had another huge fight this evening. it was horrible and i was stuck in the middle ( Read more... )

i fucking love hopesfall, i really really do. awesome gig tonight, i might just have to convince someone to drive me to oxford to see them again tomorrow. and manchester on wednesday. the new stuff is ace, released in november i think he said, which is way too far away.

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last saturday i got the tube up to heathrow to see adrian, he's had to move to australia to live with his dad and i had to watch him go through the departure gate. you know when your body just sighs and your heart clenches? that's what it was like. i miss him so much but it's not just that, i feel like i failed him, i should've looked after him ( Read more... )

i keep putting off actually writing about going to kenya and all that stuff, it's not even very interesting, i'm just in a state of wah. maybe i should just live my life and not even bother writing anything down. i'm going to finish this joint and lie on the grass and cry and not think ( Read more... )

august ( Read more... )

can't be arsed and don't have enough time to say stuff properly, but i'm home. have been since friday night, but can't remember much since. off to meet tom to go to the cinema. got back some b&w photos from venice too so i might post a few ( Read more... )