Ok I've been wanting to start blogging again for a while but couldn't figure out what to say....until now. Fortunately for my poor lonely blog's sake, I need to rant about something and it's too long for my Facebook status so here I am ( Read more... )

Finally wrote something while doing laundry the other night.  Shouldn't take much to figure out who I'm talking about......anyways here it is.

Layers of Disguise
It's not just the love she brings
It's every little thing
The way she moves
Across the room
The way she frowns
Her tone when she's down
The smile that brightens the room
And causes my love to bloom
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Trista:  I miss your face.
Me:  You're gonna be missin my face a lot more ya know.
Trista:  Why's that?
Me:  I've never had an ex not miss me.

I don't wanna miss you anymore.
You don't get to call me baby
I'm not yours
You don't get to be jealous
This was your choice
Sometimes I wish you knew
How I cry at night
How I literally ache
You will be one of my few ( Read more... )

February 17, 2010

Dear Casey,

As you know I have been doing a lot of “processing.” There has been quite a bit on my mind and some stuff I knew the answers to, and some stuff I didn’t know the answers to and some stuff I still don’t know the answers to. So I’m going to try my hardest to get it all out the best way I can. And I only hope ( Read more... )

I'm standing at the beginning of a very long road....a road that I have been waiting to start a journey on for a very long time.  A road that leads into the future I have been dreaming of since I was little.  A future with a beautiful woman, with our children, with a career and higher education, in a town where people have to get to know me from me ( Read more... )

M - Don't date her. Don't see her.

C - Why not?

M - Because you want to fall in love with me.

C - But the question is, do you want to fall in love with me?

M - Of course.

C - It's a serious question.

M - And that is a serious answer.  Who says I haven't already?

I'm on fire for you....clearly.
Message - Coldplay

I'm falling for someone but I'm not going to tell you how amazing she is cus I don't want to jinx it. But she takes my breath away.  I just hope fear doesn't ruin us.  I want to give so much of myself to her it's ridiculous.  I am so falling for this girl.  Hard. ~Dani

I'm terrified to be left again. I've lost so many close people from my life this year. Will it get better, or worse? I'm afraid to hurt again. Does everything end in hurt? Does everyone just walk away in the end?

Maybe it's me who is doing something wrong.

Don't get it. No one to talk to.

Sad.

Lonely.

Life?

~Dani

What I'm searching for ( Read more... )

I'm not a doll, this ain't a dollhouse.
You're way too old to be putting me down like this and playing around.
Dollhouse - Priscilla Renea

Yeah it's fine, I was just her plaything. OH WELL!

I'm actually doing quite terrific. I was tired of the games. Her loss!

~Dani