"Title says all."

1st entry of 2010. Busy busy. Mindset changed, a change in my mundane life is about to happen.

"...."

Probably due to my vocalness in expressing ideas and questions, I "seemed" to be noticed by managers....Probably having high expectations of me, and while it is supposed to be a good thing, I'm just not the cream of the crop..There are people who are better but just kept quiet. I can't really keep up though I try my best.

( questioning Fate and Purpose )

"Heh..Funny drama stuff happened..After hearing some stuff, I am compelled to believe that girls are just reserved. yes yes funny drama, looks like I'm the odd one out with nothing to hide and answer pratically any question you ask. It's a pain to adjust to other people's mindset..but well../shrugs. Discretion..something I lost at the age of 24.. - ( Read more... )

"So what's in store after the castotrophe that happened in August after I came back from Macau? Emotionally scarred-"

( just more garbage. read or dun read doesn't matters, I just want to write it out )

"I have been speculating that I will write this entry sooner or later ( though the style wasn't as speculated ) , dating back some years ago, and now it has arrived. Sooner then expected."

( Probably doesn't makes sense, but definitely truthful and important notes in my life ( WARNING:Heavy stuff ) )

"feb 09"
Sleepy post "update" heh.
( Feb 09 )

Lol I've been rather busy these days. Many things that I would write as to what happened
over the past many mths or so. ( Sometime in Jan )

"Lots of test and an important exam . Studying is boring D= Zzzzzz"Even when I look at the forum in an attempt to maybe release boredom, it really does seems alien to me or rather in fact it builds more stress to me =_=. lol. whatever. /shrugs. Back to study ( Read more... )

"One word. Strange"

Somehow or the other I feel now become just cool and not cold. Lol was there an increase in temperature like 6 to 10 degrees overnight? '__' lol. win.

" Sorry if I made anyone worry for me. But I have decided to change =). "