so good talk with erica today at lunch- things are good again ( Read more... )

okay i have to write this down before i go to bed so i can get out some emotion right now. alright so ever since i got back to school i have hated everything except the midnight couch club and some of my friends. like everytime someone asks me how school is going i say 'crappy but i have erica so it's not too bad' well erica has not been acting ( Read more... )

seriously the moment that i get a chance to talk to someone back home without anyone being around...i'm going to break down. i really can't do this anymore. i know that one of my friends here is hiding something from me and that really hurts because i thought they were reliable and just no. i've gotten to the point of college where people know me ( Read more... )

ready to break down ( Read more... )

you know that feeling you get when you wake up and you want to just break down crying because you remember how sucky life is?

i really hope i'm wrong about this one...if not...well...i guess that would make college/fsc that much better (said in sarcastic tone)

i do not even know right now. so SO much has happened. like wow. i seriously think that if you took my life and made a screen play out of it, you would have one amazing movie full of unexpected twists and just unfortunate irony. today and yesterday i was in a really good mood but tonight just put me in this off state of being that i usually am in ( Read more... )

okay so wow, what a week. it was a fun week but at the same time it was just like- mlah. like no matter how good or bad a day goes i always come back to my room and just feel like i don't want to be here. every morning i wake up and i'm like "oh, that's right...i'm in college now..." like i wake up every morning hoping that it was all just a dream ( Read more... )

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

kid makes me want to shoot myself!!!

why is it that when we feel down we find that every song we listen to relates with our state of being? have you ever noticed that ( Read more... )

so i'm back in that place that i call "home" now. pretty much being at college is like being at camp during staff week for me. i have friends here whom i love and trust with all of my heart but so much crap happens all the time that makes me want to just hide in a corner for the rest of my life with my poem book and sketch pad. senior year sucked ( Read more... )