I feel a little fucked up today ( Read more... )

So ridiculously happy.

And I don't care. I don't care I don't care I don't care.

I have puppy syndrome for sure.

Sometimes it just takes a little while to see why things happen the way they do.
But I finally got lucky.

mmm I'm so tired.

But it's a good tired.

I said I didn't post enough about happiness.
So here it is.
Very happy in spite of everything and everyone.

And I don't need to explain it or justify it.
I'm just going to enjoy it.

The End.

I'm so tired ( Read more... )

I'm so stupid.
So naive to think that things would be ok.
That drugs could fix me.
That maybe I could be happy for a little bit.
I didn't think it was too much to ask.

But I was wrong. Again.
I'm not ok.
I'm NOT ok.

But there is no problem because there is no solution.
There is no problem because there is no solution.I don't know where to go. ( Read more... )

I am having a wonderful time in the big city ( Read more... )

I've been writing a little bit more lately ( Read more... )

"You are sex personified ( Read more... )

oh oh oh ohhh.

I'm very panicky lately.
New facets of my disorders coming up all the time.
Or coming back? Maybe.

severe and persistent mental illness.I knew this had to get worse before it gets better, but geez ( Read more... )

So I've been told I should write. It being criminal in fact that I don't ( Read more... )