sorry. i did not mean for that to be triggering. if it is one bit at all, tell me right away. i don't want to do that to any of you. i'm sorry.

well after tonight, today was a teribbly rough day. it was so shitty. you know that feeling when you have so much bottled up in you, you like can't even speak? and you can feel it all in your throat..well, that's how i feel.

well, ____ lbs    most disgusting thing ever.

i want to curl up and just die. i just want to fucking die. and if i can't do ( Read more... )

i don't know what's wrong with me.ic an't stop crying. all of a sudden i just started crying when i looked at myself. and i just couldn't stop. and i want to cry about everything. i'm so aggitated and i'm just so effing sick of everything. i don't even want to do this anymore, it's taking too much out of me. i'm just wasting everyone's time ( Read more... )