i hate my brother! i told him to tell my parents that i wasnt home at all but i called and said i was going to the brooklyn fair! thanx to him, my dad new i was home, and the door was still unlocked and my sis didnt have a bath, and he new that my youngest brother was the only one home! if my dad was told that i wasnt home at all, i wouldnt be ( Read more... )

well my throat hurts... one time i did it, i couldnt even talk... but i can talk today even tho i did more than i ever have ( Read more... )

i ate so much sweet things. i really need to cut down and stricly eat healthy. god im gunna go purge ( Read more... )

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This site seems really retarded, but its really supported me

( I'm Ana )

im so torn to pieces. i cant help myself. didnt eat until after school bc of fucking babysitting. i ate like 2000 cals ther! well maybe not that much, but soooo much. it was gross. UGH ( Read more... )

.Po3mS. (just a few clips from my poems.. theyre not the full things ( Read more... )

yesterday i fucked up. god i hate myself. my mom was being an ass hole so i ate bc i felt like crap. i cant let emotions ruin my life like that! i can't help it anymore, i freak out over what i eat. yesterday i looked at a broth nutrition label and saw that it was 10 cals per serving, i thought that was SOO MANY calories. but then i was like, well ( Read more... )

i had only a 24 hour 45 min fast. my new fast starts today at 1 45. wish me luck:)

HEHEHE! i rejected everything today!!!! SOOO MANY CRAVINGS, SOOOO MUCH FOOD, SOOO MUCH REJECTION! and even tho it was sooo hard, i did it and i felt sooooo proud, which is totally worth it in the end, right?. OMG im so happy :). English there were presentations and food and i even bought like 20 chocolate bars for my class, but made sure that ( Read more... )