Things are okay. Sometimes things are distinctly awesome. Sometimes things are distinctly NOT awesome. But overall, things are okay.

A bulleted list to summarize the last couple months.

• I moved to Oak Harbor, WA, to live with Travis.
  
• I stopped overnight in Corvallis, OR on the way up and met Joel and Laura (polydad and kindredsgirl)
  
• I won quite a lot of money ( Read more... )

I believe that things are going to be okay. I don't know yet exactly how things will get to "okay", or what the experience of the path will be like, but I believe that things will be okay ( Read more... )

The aforementioned conversations with my core support network helped, and I should be fine for tonight. If I'm not, I know what to do and who to call. Kevin helped me work on getting the meds issue taken care of, and I should know more on that tomorrow morning. Just wanted to post an update so folks know what's going on. Distracting myself with ( Read more... )

So, yeah. Not doing so great lately. The anxiety attacks I was having before coming back, over feeling like I wouldn't be able to handle the necessary steps for the move, appear to have been justified, because it kinda seems like I can't. Plus, a lot of things, but mainly, I've been having some suicidal impulses over the past week, that go past ( Read more... )

Made it home safe and sound. Enjoyed the flight. Security was a pain, because of my awkwardness and confusion and general unfamiliarity with the process, but eventually I was assertive enough to declare very clearly that I had no idea what I was doing to one of the security officers, and then I got the level of help that I needed to walk me ( Read more... )

So, been up here with Travis in Oak Harbor, WA for a while. It's been good, and relaxing. It's felt really good for me to be here. The first weekend up here we went down to Seattle to visit Kevin and oneirus. Kevin and oneirus and I hung out and went to the Space Needle and stuff like that while Trav went skydiving with some buddies nearby. So that was fun ( Read more... )

Arrived at Travis's place up here in Washington about half an hour ago. Computer online and marginally functional. Sleep imminent.

Bedward.

And now, for something completely different ( Read more... )

Yes, I suck, because (among other reasons) I don't post about stuff here nearly as often as I'd like, these days.

However, I also rock, because (among other reasons) I made this thingy last night, and am posting it.

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Enjoy.

Onward. (and in this case, upward.)

Okay, so, there are two main big things to catch people up on, here; medical issues and financial issues. The medical issues are easier for me to get a verbal handle on, whereas the financial stuff feels like I'll balloon out of control and start digressing to the point where I can't stay focused on the topic well enough to communicate it. So I' ( Read more... )