Bush must be removed from office, and if that means doing it myself, i'll just have to do that. He's lived long enough anyhow ( Read more... )

The future lies in cyborg rat brains.

This is amazing. These researchers have taken a collection of rat neurons and essentially plugged them into a computer flight simulator. It's learning. It's gotten to the point where it can keep a plane flying stable and on track in most any weather conditions, from fair skies to hurricane-level winds. And ( Read more... )

There is no pain in metal.

The reasons for this being the shittiest month of my entire life grow every day.

Hey, i gave it till november. I actually thought i might be pushing it. Hah!

11) Blue Origin - by Concerned OnlookerThe Wikipedia lists you as a part-time advisor for Blue Origin [blueorigin.com], a company that is working to "develop a crewed, suborbital launch system." What is it that you do for them and has the recent winning of the X-Prize by the Spaceship One team had any effect on Blue Origin's plans? What are your ( Read more... )

why?

So the Inspire playlist no longer inspires. The joyousness is no longer joyous. Reading a book no longer entertains. Typing here is no longer theraputic. This chinese finger trap around my heart clamps tighter and tighter in response to the slightest resistence and i have no idea how to shred it up. This sounds so cheesy, but it's a literal, ( Read more... )

How do i just go numb?

How do i break things?

How do i trust? How do i kill pain? Why can't i kill? Why does certainty creep in unwanted? God fucking dammit. I fucking hate reading posts like this.

This can't be it. This can't be the way to do things. God dammit, this can't be happening.

I removed all the friends from my list, with the exception of hilary. It's nothing personal. Just something i have to do.

I might come back, but don't count on it. Delete me if you want. If i create a more accomplished replacement, i'll let you know.