mel!!! i got the package today!! awesome! dude, you are seriously the greatest. wow. you rock my socks off, man. haven't had a chance to look at all the pics yet, but i'm about to. the hard thing is gonna be saving all that candy till i ship out. lol. dude, you're definitely getting a souvenir from me if i get a chance to buy anything ( Read more... )

i hung out with jenn moore tonight! (by the way, i just sang that and did a dance to go with it.) she cooked supper, and it was good, and then we talked for awhile, and then we looked at pictures, and then we watched a movie. fun times. i'm gonna miss that girl. she's fun fun fun fun FUN (like the tigger song). i like to hang out with jenn moore ( Read more... )

i've been writing songs like crazy.  but i can only write like a verse and a chorus at the most before i go blank.  at least they're inspired and not created, though.  not much to say.  i'm looking forward to seeing as many old friends as possible this week.  i'm getting my new 6.2 mp Fuji Finepix either today or tomorrow, so that should be fun. ( Read more... )

aaahhh...i must admit that i'm a sucker for a pretty love song. and the sadder, the better. maybe somewhere deep down inside i really am an emo kid. or maybe i just enjoy things that should depress me. lol. either way, this is a wonderful song:

I’ve been wishing on a star
but I could never have imagined
I would land just where you are
after all this ( Read more... )

here's a confession: this inner torment is of my own creation. and not only that; it's of my own choosing. sometimes it seems that i actually enjoy it. and maybe i do, since i can't seem to let it go...since i can't seem to do the one simple thing that would offer peace. maybe i don't want to know what lies on the other side. maybe i'm ( Read more... )

ari hest is such a wonderful songwriter. he's a great singer/guitar player, too, but i'm especially impressed with his lyrics. if i could write like that guy, i think i'd be the happiest person alive. maybe. i'd at least like to give it a try, anyway. and if i could play the guitar...whoo...double whammy. so i was just reading through the ( Read more... )

hmm...i think i just realized that i'm running in the wrong race. or something like that. i just looked up and noticed that all i can see are the backs of everyone else's heads. and my illusions were dashed...i suddenly realized that i'm NOT the popular favorite (like i thought), but i'm actually the underdog. so why even give my best until the end ( Read more... )

sorry guys...i've been out of town for the past week. i've been at camp beauregard doing some pre-deployment training. aarrgghh...i'm sooo tired and sooo sore. i'll have to tell ya all about it later. some tough stuff, though. i deploy in 9 days. and thus the countdown begins...

okay, so i took this quiz. and apparently i'm not anything. i'm not emo, i'm not hardcore, i'm not punk, i'm not scene, i'm not indie, and i didn't even qualify to be the sound guy. oh darn. now everyone will hate me. wait...they already do. because i don't buy into all that crap, and i actually say what i think. if something is good, it's good. ( Read more... )

no time for a real update, but here's this. yet another quiz. funny how i had time to take the quiz, but now i don't have time for an update with substance. such is the way my life goes...in almost every aspect. anyway, looks like i'm going to hell. funny thing is, i scored high on lust, and i've actually got very little sex drive left in me ( Read more... )