Sometimes your memory sucks really bad
sometimes you forget what you said
sometimes people think that means you didn't mean it
sometimes they're wrong.

You're my best friend and I love you.
I feel happy when you're happy,
that's why I forgot when we were hurt, it just came out wrong.

lul, i think i'm sort of losing my mind

God damn. I am back and forth.

fuck my brain and all its jealous thoughts
to chemical imbalance and emotional rifts - kill yourself
get out of my body let me be plain
I hate to fear, to cry, smile or hate.

Void of all concerns I loathe my birth
to feel anything is better than this
thats how I remember it, how i'll want to be
feel some pain, some fear, ( Read more... )

It's so hard to remember what it's like to be in a good mood when you're in a really bad one. But still my caffeine infested zombie eyes are cause this charmingly plain pseudo-painlessness ( Read more... )

Oh the hilarity that spews through my left ear hole on evenings my mom watches television while I stare blankly into the rest of the world.

"Sally says Joe is the love of her life. But he introduced her to hard drugs. He's going to be calling us from Jail."
 -on Dr. Phil, the modern pseudo-intellectual version of Jerry Springer (the names

I can't sleep. My stomach hurts and it isn't the kind of physical pain that you get from being punched or not eating. It also isn't the kind of hurt that you feel when you're sick. It's this feeling that I haven't had since Novanuaryish of 2005. A feeling of uncertainty that is so terribly excruciating and seemingly out of my control. But when I ( Read more... )

I wanna dig myself a hole
and chop my feet till I fall into it
because I'm bringing myself down
and I wish it would be into the ground

thousands of yards seen on a daily basis
it's becoming the usual look from me
spending my time quite like something new
still I can't help but to miss what we used to do

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Here's the deal. Keep it real. I don't. I lie. I lie to me, I lie to you. It sucks. Makes me feel like shit, makes you not trust me. Fuck politics, fuck money, fuck your social status. Transitory. That's what it is. Transitory. As in, it is going to change. Get over it, things will never be the same. You might as well accept this reality and live ( Read more... )

This isn't really my story, but it's too funny not to share:

(7:19:11 PM) DOCTORxVEGAS: i was romanced with a magic the gathering reference
(7:19:20 PM) bxnxsxfxryan: ROFL YOU FEJJOT
(7:19:44 PM) DOCTORxVEGAS: yes and i have to tell you
(7:20:05 PM) bxnxsxfxryan: Tell me.
(7:20:50 PM) DOCTORxVEGAS: so i was working and travis texted me and sent a ( Read more... )

I don't have any recent pix of myself, or a decent camera. Anyone else have any sweet pictures of me?

I need to get a camera. I miss having one. WTF happened?