burned 300 calories on the elliptical, ran a mile, and did upper body/ab strength training for an hour this morning. i'm having one of those stranger (but better) days where my body has somehow found some fuel to stay awake and be energized on - yesterday was the worst. i thought i was going to pass out and was so tempted to binge just to have the ( Read more... )

new year's resolution: NO MORE PURGING, NO MORE LAXATIVES ( Read more... )

i weighed 101 pounds this morning, feels awesome. went food shopping alllll day so ironically, even though my day has been invested in getting food, i haven't actually consumed any!! (except for a few blueberries and some popcorn, but that's okay). my sisters are coming home so i really hope they dont force feed me today and tomorrow... but i ( Read more... )

i just handed in my paper after pulling an all-nighter. i am SO exhausted... at the same time, i'm really proud of myself that i didn't snack TOO much last night. usually i "allow" myself to nibble on really bad things like donuts and chips when i'm studying, but somehow i resisted the urge last night and i feel pretty good about it right now - ( Read more... )

just went shopping at saks and bought a gorgeousss black halter dress that i'm going to wear to a holiday party tonight. i hope my bf is blownnn away by the way i look! i've never weighed this low in my life, and i love the way the dress accentuates my collar bone and shoulder blades. the best part is, it's my BODY that makes the dress look so ( Read more... )

Im at 102.5 pounds!! I feel awesome right now. I also have a cocktail party at 4 today, so that makes it all the more motivating to stick with my fast today. i think i'm going to fast till tuesday - which is when i'll HAVE to break it because i'm eating dinner at my boyfriend's house ( Read more... )

I am feeling really great right now. I've realized that there's no use to getting hung up on past failures with b/ping, etc., and that the best that you can do is simply forgive yourself and look forward. As of right now I don't have any urge to eat and have successfully consumed nothing but tea and water all day today. I also went to the gym for ( Read more... )

my boyfriend told me he loves me last night and it was the greatest feeling in the world. yet, the next day i feel the need to suddenly binge and purge and make myself feel like shit? i feel like such an ugly, fat failure right now and i hate this feeling of my throat glands being swollen - especiallyl since i have such a fear of having a fat face ( Read more... )

although the numbers on the scale were moving sooo frustratingly slow in the beginning of my fast, they've suddenly been dropping really quickly in the past few days. i think all this exercise and calorie restriction is finally paying off ( Read more... )

i am feeling GREAT right now! just weighed myself - i'm at 104!!! i can't tell you how relieved i am that i didn't suffer for the past week for NOTHING - it was SOO annoying when my weight would drop literally like 1/2 a pound every day, but at least i definitely know that i've lost body mass and not water weight with this consistent and steady ( Read more... )