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I haven't written in quite some time. I used to update this thing religiously. I always had the intentions of one day printing all of it out and using it as the basis of a screen play or a book.Or maybe just keep it as a reminder of how much fun, heartbreak and growing up I have done ( Read more... )

2008 has been a year of firsts, lasts and everything in between. As badly as I want my 365 days back to do over, those 365 days have made me the person I am today. Horrible as 80% of those days were they were key in making my skin thicker, my heart bigger and my instincts sharper. The bad out weighed the good but wtf can you do? Thats right. ( Read more... )

The birth control im on is the devil in pharmaceutical form. Im pretty sure of it. I was aware of really lame side effects going onto it but at the time I thought nothing is worse than having a baby. I was ready for the mild nausea and maybe a small 5 pound weight gain. What I was NOT ready for was it literately making me sick to my stomach for the ( Read more... )

I go through "i hate myself" phases all the time. In which one day I can tolerate myself and then the next I want nothing more than to crawl into my bed and be left alone to rot. I've always been like this and I will always be like this. No matter how far I have come from that fat, anxious, shy insecure girl I was I will never be satisfied with ( Read more... )

god, there is so much that goes into starting your own business. my brain feels like it is about to leak out my ear any second now. the whole idea of the store itself is starting to take shape. . . at first i wanted a uni-sex store but i am now leaning more twords a more female themed store. cause, really, who am i trying to kid... i have no idea ( Read more... )

So, apparently when you get fired it is completely necessary to sleep all day and eat everything in sight. On my temporary leave of absence from Noram I think I ate my own weight in Taco Bell, saltines, grilled cheese and french fries with mayonnaise. From the date of me being fired till the date I got re-hired (which was only about 7 days) i ( Read more... )

the fuck up ( Read more... )

i cant stop listening to britneys new album.
train wreck britney is my favorite.

i've been sick for two weeks. im ready to kill myself.

i kinda sorta want to maybe marry/bang my 32 year old co-worker.

hhahaha.

brett ellis did my hair last month.
he's the guy who does Raquel Reed and Audrey Kitching's hair.


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