MCAT is officially 1 week away and I am high key freaking out.

Her: these masks actually make it worse. Like they’re just spreading it more because they make us breathe harder so then we’re just spraying droplets more ( Read more... )

I take it back. I do not feel like shit about it. I had fun and I’m allowed to do that. I don’t owe anyone anything. I don’t belong to anyone. I have been very clear about not being ready for or wanting a relationship. And they really were just so fucking hot... a butch firefighter with a ripped body and a tiny, perfectly proportioned tattooed ( Read more... )

I took a night off from studying, got too drunk, and had an inappropriate threesome with two very fucking hot women. But I’m kind of feeling like shit about it today. Hangover anxiety is real.

The more I work to improve my life and reach my goals the more people around me show off their ugly side of insecurity and it’s fucking annoying ( Read more... )

Oh and here’s my research poster that was supposed to be presented at our now cancelled undergrad research symposium but instead it just got put in our digital archives where no one will look at it. 🤷🏻‍♀️


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MCAT registration reopened and I am tentatively rescheduled for June 20th. They shortened the test to 6 hours to make up for adding test dates and I now have to take it from 6pm to midnight. I don’t know how I feel about it being shortened... on the one hand, cool like who wants to spend 9 hours taking a test? But on the other hand, each question ( Read more... )

Explain to me why I had two glasses of wine and now I’m crying over a Disney movie.

And holy shit am I tired. I forgot how high maintenance these bad boys are ( Read more... )

And I don’t miss him so much as I miss having a partner. And the feeling of having a family we created. I miss those rare moments we were in synch and could joke around and know when we wanted to leave a party but only to party somewhere else with a better vibe. We were like our own secret club. But the majority of the time wasn’t like that. He ( Read more... )